Scared
I spent the majority of my night looking up visas and what you need to get them. The thought of me not getting accepted scares me to death. I know I have to stay positive but its hard when it’s such a difficult process to get through. I know I just have to keep reminding myself that if I don’t succeed that it’s not the end of the world, even though for me, it’ll feel like it. And if I don’t get it, just don’t stop trying. I can always apply for it later down the track, just don’t give up Katie, please don’t give up!! Do not rush into it either. If I have to do something that’ll help me get over there, then I’ll have to do it. Even if it adds another 12 months onto my depatute date. Because in the end, getting over there is the first big step. Although I would like to leave in a year, I am prepared to wait as long as I need to in order to get accepted for a visa
