December 2010
13 posts
A Sign?
I was on the tram and a little girl who’s in Australia on holidays came up to me and asked why I looked so beautiful. I then told her I did a photoshoot and she thought I was famous and asked for my photo. She was beautiful <3
Photoshoot
Just finished my photoshoot. It was so much fun and I was told by the photographer that I am a natural and will go far. This was before I even told them how I wanted to be an actress which soon led into a long and very inspiring conversation. My make up artist said to me “if you’re fighting for your dreams you’ve already made it.” These words changed my outlook on...
“A mistake is just another oppurtunity for success”
I Don't Care
I don’t care if I’m not famous, I don’t care if I don’t have heaps of money. I just want to act. That is it. The only reason I want to go to Hollywood is so I can live off acting and there’s more of an oppurtunity over there. But if I can’t make it I’ll still be just as happy here acting on the side after my actual job. I would love to have an acting...
The Audition
So I didn’t do bad in the audition but I didn’t do good either. It was one of the toughest scripts I’ve had to read and I got so tongue twisted. The casting director and director said they loved me but personally I didn’t do the best. But either way I’m taking this at another oppurtunity to succeed. I’ll learn from my mistakes and figure out what I did good to...
Starting To Come Together
So I have an audition today, got this awesome oppurtunity to attend a drama class run by an American director and on Saturday I have a photoshoot. I really feel like I’m doing something right, all the time I put into my audition tapes and sent them off to numerous agencies, managers, casting agents is actually working. My name is slowly getting round and I seem to be getting more...
Learning Lines.
Something I’m really good at. Something I picked up very quickly. I remember when I was like 7 I memorised an entire monologue from one of my favourite films in like 20 minutes from just rewinding and playing the tape over and over again. Probably killed the video player thinking back to it. But it was at the moment I wanted to be in a movie. I think I wanted to be famous more than an...
Seriously
If something is making you that upset or you actually feel as low as you’re saying, do something about it! Nothing and no one can fix it for you and if you are just going to sit around waiting for something to change then really, it is your own fault for why youre feeling so low. I know coming from me probably seems hypocritical because I did sit around for a long time feeling sorry for...
“The early days to be quoted on in time to come”
– Bekah Jayne
Scared
I spent the majority of my night looking up visas and what you need to get them. The thought of me not getting accepted scares me to death. I know I have to stay positive but its hard when it’s such a difficult process to get through. I know I just have to keep reminding myself that if I don’t succeed that it’s not the end of the world, even though for me, it’ll feel like it. And if I don’t get...
Hello Motivation
The motivation I have at the moment is unreal. I have barely slept. Instead I have put together a to-do list; everything I need to do to help me with preparing my visa. I finally got to sleep but it didn’t last long. I woke up early so I can start ticking off each point on my list as fast as I can. If only I had this kind of motivation at school, I probably would have done a lot better :p. I...
“plan B is a plan to fail…”
First Step
I’ve never bothered with a blog before but after what’s happened the past couple of days I’ve realised I have the oppurtunity to look back on them and see how far I have become. For as long as I can remember I have always wanted to act. A lot of people around me thought it was just a childhood dream but as I grew older my passion grew stronger. I have tried and thought about...